My life is like a book. It has drama; tears, anger, laughter. A real life soap opera. I can't stop checking to make sure the door is locked, both locks. I peer outside to make sure no one is standing there. Don't call me paranoid. I can't push myself to do what needs to be done most times. Don't call me lazy. I feel you are being condescending toward me. Don't call me crazy. You think I am a push-over, you think I'm an idiot, but you better watch it, I will put you in your place.